chapter 2.45

Hey, my lovely readers! 

I thought it would be fitting since Jackson is a musician that when he is going through emotional turmoil, he would express himself in song. That said, since I’m no musician, I can’t exactly write my own, so I will use songs that fit in the genre that he plays—which is nu metal/heavy metal/alternative rock. Hopefully, you won’t hate it if that’s not your cup of tea. I’ll have the song here for you to play as you scroll and read the lyrics, watching Jackson’s pain...heh...
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I Don’t Care by Apocalyptica
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I try to make it through my life,
in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies,
and that's all I do
Just don't deny it,
Don't try to fight this,
and deal with it
And that's just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear (I swear) I don't care
I try to make you see my side
I always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through.
That's all they do
I'm getting buried in this place
I got no room, you're in my face.
Don't say anything. Just go away.
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear (I swear) I don't care
Love changing everything,
you won't be left for me
Love changing everything,
you won't be left for me
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If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
'Cause I swear (I swear) I don't care
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care (I don't care) I don't care (I don't care)
Just go and leave this all behind
I don't care (I swear) I don't care
At all