Chapter 4.45
August
Jake showed on time out front of the Rainbow Room. He looped his arm around my elbow and whispered, "You look fucking hot tonight."
I chuckled and took his hand, kissing it. We were off to an exhilarating start. I'd been starved for any kind of attention and getting it from someone like Jake made me soar.
We settled at the bar on the second floor. I ordered us some wine.
I asked him to tell me about his life. I wanted to get to know him. Jake told me about growing up here from the bad side of town. He never knew his father and his mother died of ovarian cancer when he was only five. He'd gone from foster home to foster home until he ended up with a nice Latino lady who basically adopted him, setting him on the right path. That's when he figured he wanted to become an agent. Do some good for society.
The conversation turned to me, and I decided I'd better come clean about Alex first. Jake could then decide if he wanted to keep going with the date. "So, yeah, I've been seeing her for about a year. But the last six months have been long distance. We're allowed to see other people though."
Jake leaned into me and said, "My, my, my, Agent Day. I should have figured you'd be entangled with someone. I didn't peg you for bi, though."
This shocked me. "Why the hell not?"
He snuggled over onto my chair, holding my hand. Then he whispered, "Because you've been undressing me with your eyes from the first moment I met you. Remember that day, August? When you were just a skinny kid? I so knew you were gay then."
God, he was fucking driving me crazy. It was all I could do to not jump him right there.
"You did, huh? I wonder why I didn't know that about you?"
His voice lilted in my ear sending tingles down my body. "You know it now."
Shit. He was cutting to the chase. Forget the chit chat, huh?
"You want to get out of here?" I asked, my whole body felt as if it was on fire and Jake was doing everything to stoke it. His body was so perfect, small but athletic. Definitely my type. And with both of us loving the thrill of FBI work, we had a lot in common. I guessed he didn't care that I had a girlfriend. That made things convenient.
He threw me a sultry smirk then left the bar area with me right on his heels. This date with Jake Williams was about to get interesting.
We headed over to my place. On the way, we decided my flat was best since I lived in a high rise penthouse and he lived in some cheap, fleabitten apartment near the places I did drug busts. The government really should pay us more for what we do.
As soon as the door shut, we collided with one another in a fevered embrace. Our tongues intertwined as I went for his shirt.
We got our jackets off, but I couldn't let go of him long enough to shed our clothes. His moans were soft, making me even harder, if that was possible.
I finally had to pull away as my heart pounded. "Let's go upstairs," I managed. I tossed all my clothing off as I padded up the steps. When I got to the bed, Jake was dutifully undressed, looking fucking amazing. He had such a beautiful body.
I glided over him, sending goose pimples over his skin. And as I did this for a while, he stopped me, "No, August, not yet."
Kissing him as I trailed up his body, I stroked him, saying, "What do you want to do?"
He just gazed into my eyes. I knew exactly what he was trying to tell me.
I almost laughed, figuring this subject would come up. The problem was, I'd never been with any guy except for Beau and we never did it, so I was a freaking virgin with men. "I...um...have never done it with a dude, you know."
He blinked a few times, obviously surprised. Then he kissed me and whispered, "I'll be gentle."
He just gazed into my eyes. I knew exactly what he was trying to tell me.
I almost laughed, figuring this subject would come up. The problem was, I'd never been with any guy except for Beau and we never did it, so I was a freaking virgin with men. "I...um...have never done it with a dude, you know."
He blinked a few times, obviously surprised. Then he kissed me and whispered, "I'll be gentle."
This time, Jake took over, kissing my neck, then trailing down.
I'm not going to lie. I was nervous about this. What would it feel like? Was it going to hurt? But a part of me was looking forward to it.
The first time was painful, but Jake was slow and took his time with me. And as I got used to it, I couldn't believe the indescribable feelings I had.
By the end of the night, we were both exhausted as Jake collapsed on me. My body ached and tingled at the same time and I knew one thing.
I'd never forget this night as long as I lived.